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12:23am 01/02/2006
  Live Journal I do not update you enough. Well, I tak ethat back I do; once is enough.

I decided on teh tatoo I am going to get I just need to find the bible verse I am going to do that now actually.

Found it Sirach 51.20



I directed my soul to her, and through purification I found her. I gained understanding with her from the first, therefore I will not be forsaken.

I want to get it wrapped around my wrist. Now comment with your htoughts.		  
     

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12:23am 10/11/2005
 
mood: mouse like
Hung out with my baby tonight.....


I need to get drunk with Nick and sing Flogging Molly songs, oh last summer.



Why did I update? THe power of christ compelled me http://revolt-a.tripod.com/Main/Index.html		  
     

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I realized the other day I don't have all the answers, I just stopped looking for them.   
04:03pm 06/11/2005
 
mood: Bring It
music: Tub Ring
LJ, you do not help me procrastinate as well as you used to.

that is my update take it or defriend me.



Dig it?
Ben		  
     

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brains are all we ever get around this fucking place   
09:55pm 18/10/2005
 
mood: busy
music: Misfits
I am busy

so since I probably won't update till then, and I am listening to the Misfits right now


Bonfires burning bright!
Pumpkin faces in the n-i-i-ght.
I remember Halloween!

Dead cats hanging from poles
Little dead are out in droves
I remember Halloween

Brown leafed vertigo.
Where skeletal life is known.
I remember Halloween!

This day, anything goes!
Burning bodies hang from poles.
I remember Halloweeen!

Halloween
Halloween
Halloween
Halloween

Candy apples and razor blades.
Little dead are soon in gra-a-aves.
I remember Halloween!

This day, anything goes!
Burning bodies hang from poles!
I remember halloween!

Halloween
Halloween
Halloween
Halloween
Halloween
Halloween
Halloween
Halloween
Halloween
Halloween
Halloween
Halloween		  
     

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Did somone say quiz time?   
02:28pm 12/10/2005
 
mood: studyin'
music: Tub to the Ring


Your Love Style is Eros









For you, love is all about the passion!

And chances are, you're currently in love.

You have a strong physical response to love...

And you are great at committing

(As long as the person makes your toes curl!)


  
     

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04:47pm 09/10/2005
 
mood: high
music: Tub Ring
Carl's house (destruction?) party		  
     

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06:44pm 02/10/2005
 
mood: tired
music: Dub Side of the Moon
hanging on in quiet desperation
is the english way...
home home again
I like to be here when I can		  
     

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01:06am 13/09/2005
  I am so melodramatic.  
     

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with 311 and a computer I once again embark on a journey through literature   
11:51pm 05/09/2005
 
mood: steady
music: 311
Nights like these I remember why I don't take actual time to do homework. I spend hours creating a perfect paper, but instead of pride I feel apathy (if you can count that as an emotion). I just expect I will do it well, I have since fourth grade. No accomplishment, it's just steady. good paper though.


If work kills me, I blame you. You should have warned me.

rent Igby Goes Down		  
     

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03:42pm 17/08/2005
 
mood: 13
music: Op Ivy
I do not like being 13, I do not like it at all.


well, I have big plans this weekend, and I never have big plans so I am happy. I need to go get cigarettes and go to work now.

Need to see so many people before school starts--but school starts tomorrow-- fuck!		  
     

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do the twist   
10:22pm 09/08/2005
 
mood: wanna get crunked up
music: ranicd
So, I could update like a normal person. Discuss topics and my various opinions on them, I could even discuss Denver, or I could say this:



ramaramarah		  
     

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07:42pm 25/07/2005
 
mood: nic. fit
music: Beck
Dear loyal L.J. reader,

Call me a poser or a bitch or whatever, but I love Beck.
Well, no...I take that back. This CD hits the spot right now though.


I need to not be a hateful cunt.
I bet they have a twelve step program for that.

I need to not need cigarettes.
Nah, I like them. No matter what you, or my lungs, say.

I am not as mature as I advertise myself to be.
I can handle things, but it may require anthroemigration.

I like that.

I like that last line a lot.



Watch Out,
Ben Harley		  
     

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02:17pm 15/07/2005
 
mood: nicotine withdrawl
music: Mighty Mighty Bosstones
I need cigarettes before I go to work. I mean if I can't smoke what am I supposed to do, be productive? Fuck that. I need some nicotine (a car, too, but mostly nicotine).


toxic toast still makes me smile.

I think Rachel Otwell just saved me.		  
     

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Shut up, bitch   
10:59am 27/06/2005
 
mood: proud
music: Skank for Brains
So I found this great picture of an organ grinder. You know, the guys with the monkeys. Anywho, I wanted to post that picture, with a caption that said "I don't want to be a monkey grinder anymore." Sadly, I am technologically inept, and failed to do this. So, this is a Rudiments song. I enjoyed this song when I had only heard the big D cover, but now that I have the original version I LOVE it...naked.


breakin out the old wailing paddle
pull the splinters out of your skin
ice your knuckle vow revenge
corporal rule, teach it cruel
hard times you missed a grand time

ingrained acceptance invisible scars
take your whippin like a man and youll be a winner yeah
don't you wanna shine like the stars
good boys do good girls dont
double standards feeding off the rusty remains of the past

the things we learn from consequence
were all just figures messed up in coincidence
you live your life by foolishness
the things we least require take priority

who listens to the punk rockers anymore?
spit the fire like before just like Mark Twain

play the roles away, play the roles away, play the roles away, play the roles away
play the roles away, play the roles away, play the roles away, play the roles away
play the roles away, play the roles away, play the roles away, play the roles away
play the roles away, play the roles away, play the roles away, play the roles away

driving past the billboards with the legs that sell
get yourself a new car and a bottle and the babes will follow you
its all just fun you see, no one gets hurt
why should we question what is commonplace

the things we learn from consequence
were all just figures messed up in coincidence
you live your life by foolishness
the things we least require take priority

play the roles away, play the roles away, play the roles away, play the roles away
play the roles away, play the roles away, play the roles away, play the roles away
play the roles away, play the roles away, play the roles away, play the roles away
play the roles away, play the roles away, play the roles away, play the roles away

...in the classroom, in the back row some old lecture
...in the locker room, there's an asshole yellin at your mom
...on the bar stool, tryin not to be, but its hard to change
...but in the end, who do you think created all the roles that we play?		  
     

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Sometimes, I like to steal things from Eric Enlow.   
11:53am 22/06/2005
 
mood: productive
music: creaky chair
01. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.		  
     

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A man with one testicle has a story to tell.   
07:22pm 11/06/2005
 
mood: like a hot cup of love
music: System of a Down
I feel like I should update, but I have nothing to say.


Well, I have been meaning to say this for awhile.



Vorshnorkel.

There, I said it.		  
     

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Answer   
10:41am 05/06/2005
 
mood: like a bubble is stalking me
music: Sublime
I got a job.



I am also very proud that I had a three day long, cliff-hanger, livejournal post.		  
     

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hint   
11:17am 04/06/2005
 
mood: ucky
music: The Vandals
it's not genital warts		  
     

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04:10pm 03/06/2005
 
mood: woohooo!!!
music: Less Than Jake
Guess what I got?



seriously, guess.		  
     

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Olivah   
04:55pm 28/05/2005
 
mood: crying
music: Lower Class Brats
As you all probably know, Eddie Albert (better known as Oliver Douglas) died yesterday. This will be a tough time for all of us, so I think I am going to arrange a party or something. If anything actually comes of this, and it usually never does, you will all be contacted immediately.		  
     

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